my body is a cage;

Saturday, July 9, 2011

バチュル, むしのさざめき!

That means, "Bachuru, bug buzz!". I think. I can't remember. (: I love pokemon.

I've been eating about 900-1200 calories lately, and that's okay for weight loss, but it makes me uncomfortable. So today I'm starting really restricting again. 380 calories for today; the usual cap is 500, but I want to be thinner quicker...

Been using laxatives almost every day for about a month now. Not scared, just... I dunno how to put it. It's very complex, I guess. I just need to feel clean inside.

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