what a shame we all became such fragile, broken things.
i feel hurt, but in a way i can't yet grasp - like it hasn't fully hit me. i guess all i can do is watch from a distance. watch everything. i feel like i'm standing in the middle of traffic, cars and buses hurtling past me at a hundred miles an hour, and all i can do is witness.
i've been accepted to college... which is great. here's to being responsible.
i had spent some time with my friends, which was amazing. i miss them. i had a taste of what it was like to be alive again. but now here i am - a little winterboy who pukes up everything he eats. i can't stop that. do i want to stop that? no - are you kidding me? i'm massive...
it's 6:59 am. i want to exercise all day and purge everything.
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