oh, my throat hurts. i've purged 5 or 6 times in the last 24 hours. i'm tired. i'm scared.
i want to cry and cut.
but no, i'm going to chew and spit a slice of cake, exercise, buy laxatives and then not eat for the rest of the day. i'd better have a good fucking weigh in tomorrow. if it's anything above 124... i don't care how much it hurts, i'll purge everything i eat.
Oh hun, I'm so sorry that you had a bad day! I hope tomorrow is better for you. Take care of yourself, you deserve all the love in the world. <3 <3 <3 xxx
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