still purging everything/most everything. i leave a little bit left. it's pretty tiring, yeah, but when i stand up i have a significant thigh gap - except the very top of my thighs touch. so close to underweight. i'm 123 lbs or lower, i know that much.

my boyfriend's mom said, i'm "wasting away" and i'm "super skinny". pat said the same thing. i'm "alarmingly skinny". um, what?

i am a healthy weight. therefore, i am fat. i don't see myself as skinny at all. i'm getting there, sure, but i'm definitely NOT there, yet.